im late. i know.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
see, i have only started school about 4 weeks ago and things are already as hectic as it could possibly get. im involved in the school's official opening, SYF training is already underway and i have to invent new routine for danceworks. all in the first month. so u can imagine the lack of time i have
Nonetheless, i like the stuff im doing. passion is a motivation i guess. but its hard to juggle. the problem is the bulk of school. i just cannot meet deadlines like 70% of the time, which is suicidal. i dunno what kind of impression im giving teachers but i know im a good student. so thats good enough. =)
im glad im in J2. my class is a tablet pc class. so things are now online.
yeah my class is onzz la. everyone is promoted so the same goons are still around.
i love school. its the happiest place for me.
the schools official opening is this fri. im really excited for it. the concept is good plus i trained so much for it not to be a good show. after that, my weekends wil be free. yabeedeeyahooo!
ouh there's also vids on youtube. [ theres probs uploading pics ]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nb9kyEWNsO8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fadbCi6P_U
special thanks to Ernest, sweet Seri, sexy Katy and damn hott Desmond. ur moves inspired me.
ijc opening ceremony will be something on Fri night.
ouh ya.. and i got into contact with Syamil. about time also. i really miss talking to that bugger.
so we gotta meet up for coffee or something soon ok. syamil, im so sorry i keep refusing your offers for this month. i'll see you soon. =)
most of the things im handling are only gonna be done by the first third of the year. so i have to really keep up with school. i really dun wanna fall back. like how i was in 2005. there is alot of pressure. to the point it becomes a burden at times. i wont explore into it coz i dun wanna bore you with the details.
but i have to say thank you to Akid. thanks for giving me a reality check all the time regarding matters like these. i really appreciate your advice. straight to the face kind of advice always works. lap u dude!
you will hear from me soon.
ok im out!
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1/30/2007 07:44:00 AM
1/30/2007 07:44:00 AM
hello... OK!
Monday, December 11, 2006
hey all =)
its maunday. yes yes monday blues. i felt it more than ever today. maybe coz i got shitness from my mom yesterday and my sis was upset this morning, not with me, abt some thing else, and that just spoiled my mood for the whole day.
i just wanted to get my arse out of the house a.s.ap. i need to get out. yes!
i had to go to the Katong Kids today. ahhh.... Kids. how i adore them. when i arrived there, i was greeted with many many big hugs from the kids. plus i got candy from the kids. hahaha
so that made me feel better. ohwehsome!!
but still... i cant deny. they are becoming increasingly naughty with each passing visit. they are more.. erm... should i say DEVILISH? haha like me!
i must say i'm good. seems like my eccentricities and sadism's outrageously contagious after all.
i think i did my duties well Mr.Devil, wouldnt u say? i think i did. =)
anyway, i got a new Kick- It spot. its at Starbucks Cathay P.S. its nice, cozy, empty and its a coffee house. what more can i ask for. im usually there after my sessions with the Katong Kids. its a good place to just wind down. after all the bull the day brought. =p
argh! tomorrow got ballet. kat can we not go pls?! pls.. pls..
i say we go some place else
how onzz not?
call me andele' andele'!!!
lap lap
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12/11/2006 11:08:00 PM
12/11/2006 11:08:00 PM
man... i tot it would be a good day.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
hey =)
ok so kat and i wanted to go bugis today to get some stuff. we wanted to buy a bag and t-shirts respectively. i came punctually, which is miraculous. im always the late bugger. so it's my turn to wait for kat dearest.
finally, she came with hafiz. its easy to spot them coz hafiz is so damn tall. practically his head pokes out from the crowd. hahaha
coocookachoo. and i got my rock t-shirt and kat got her not-so-nice bag. =p
hehee lap u kat!
i was happy all day. UNTIL. someone have to spoil it!
i was all fucked up at esplanade just now. damn it. what a way to end the day huh.
i dun give a shit who the hell she is la. but i have a problem with her. and i cant deny kat felt the same way too. its hafiz gal-fren, whom im actually kinda eager to meet at first.
but once i saw her, damn... i take that all back.
please pardon my judgemental attitude. i have a specifically good reason to react this way. she didnt conduct herself properly. in a way, she kinda pulled hafiz all to herself. and AR and kat were together, which im fine with coz they made an effort to not make me feel like a double date crasher. so basically, there was 2 twosome and 1 onesome. and that bugger is me. if only hafiz realised that this is a group thing it wouldnt turn out so bad. and the gal doesnt have the ettiquete to realise this. and on top of that, she is all cocky and shit.
so i gave her a whole lot of atitude. she deserved it.
kat, its not ur fault la. i had a great time with u.
its hafiz and that person, who is she?
but hafiz owes us!!!
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12/09/2006 09:15:00 PM
12/09/2006 09:15:00 PM
stuff i have going on
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
The Things I have to prepare for:
- IJC Official Opening - 12 separate dances
- Drama coaching
- SYF Indian Dance
- Choreograph a routine for Kids
- Choreograph routine for this Christmas Performance on 24th Dec
- Choreograph routine for Danceworks
- Teach Ridhuan how to one-two step
- Nail SYF Modern dance [ modernballet]
- Cheerleading [ KIV ]
- Holiday in Bangkok, Thailand
so there you go.
these are the things i have on for the rest of my "holidays".
i cant wait for that trip to KL. i really need some rest and relaxation from my schedule.
haha its not like im complaining or anything. i love what im doing coz im doing what i want most. this is the life i wanna live. and im so happy. i truly am. :D
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11/29/2006 05:23:00 PM
11/29/2006 05:23:00 PM
wat is missing?
Sunday, November 26, 2006
i just found out that my cousins are in a fued. both of them shud have never mixed. it just spells trouble. and through enough, it did. one betrayed the other. and the most surprising thing is, i didnt expect the one who did the backstabbing is the one im closest with. i guess, u cant really know a person even if u spend an entire childhood with her.
these two are always on the rocks because of relationships related issues. one just needs companion , the other just wanna fuck around.
she obviously when too far with this one. having a scandal with my other cousin's lover is just asking for trouble.
what happened to her?
i wish i could talk to her. but her stubborness always prevails.
i hate when my cousins are like this. it makes me uneasy to know one is really heartbroken and the other, regretful as i hope she would be. it really puts me on the spot. i dunno whose side i shud be on...
i love them both.
ahh, obviously the best option is just to listen rite.
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11/26/2006 11:33:00 PM
11/26/2006 11:33:00 PM
carte blanche
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
carte blanche : n : complete freedom or authority to act
people it is not pronounced as " cart-teh belanch". haha common misconception.
that is the name of my dance group. happening right the name. at first it didnt stick but some how that name kinda grew on me.
it started off out of individual interests, to join this talent day showcase in skool. it didnt occur, at least for me ,that we would ever gang up together. given the different styles of dance we have been trained in. but even so, the talents and experiences of Kat, Lav, Meera, Ash and Leea surely is a winning combination when put together. haha
for that, theres always new elements in our routine. awesome la!
i love my dance group. somehow i cannot imagine substitudes for any of them.
Kat is the most experienced one in my opinion. she nows shit about dance competitions coz she been in soo many. and her gut instincts are " usually" dependable. hahaa
she is the formation and effects expert. anything that gotta do with paperwork we always turn to her.
Kat can sleep anywhere. she ACP. ( All Conditions Possible) its an amazing capability. anywhere is possible. carpark, table chair i think grass oso can. onzz la kat!
and she loves her horny step. like some pelvis trust thingy. gosh i dunno how to describe it. you just have to see it. blardy vulgar sia. hahaa
but i think AR would like it. woooo!
Lav and Meera. this two, like sisters like that. meera is the quiter one and more reserved than the other goondoo one. Lav is so silly. ouh that time she forgot to zip her pants while dancing coz her pants was soo tight. and she was doing some horny step infront of me. i dunno wat demonstration was that lah. when i saw it, i just couldnt stop laughing. we were all practically hysterical. the best part is, i keep pointing at it and she still dun get it! onzz la lav.
so in honour of that incident, we invented the zipper step. hahaha [ i doubt we will ever use it]
good thing about meera is she knows how to control lav. she so much disciplined that lav. lav is ALWAYS late! blardy hell.
ash, the tall babe. she is the hiphop woman la. she is all about bopping and locking and watever thing hiphop. she is also the choreographer. usually i would always pair up with her to come up with totally suuuweet steps. she crazy lah she. absolute fun to have her around. very conceptual thinker. she is more of movements. im more about style.
so wat do i contribute? i think i give some if not most of the comic relief in the group. we laugh more than we dance i think. for me that trouble coz i woiuld end of crying and having mucus problems. im usually the choreorapher so i have to teach steps. and that is sometimes my garang side starts to show. i dun like to repeat teachings so i get frustrated when i have to. hahah though it is part of the deal.
i like to irritate kat mostly. it gives me joy. sorry kat. kakak lay-yah not nice la. :P
yay! carte blanche is totally rockin!!! i looooveee u guys!! we must get it on for dancefloor man!
top 60! wooohoooo!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_OP-u4X_aw
** lav is the picture taker
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11/08/2006 09:20:00 PM
11/08/2006 09:20:00 PM
in the 925 again
Monday, November 06, 2006
i am on my way home now. i have nothing better to do. so i thought of just giving my brand new fresh blog an update.:)im taking the same bus with the same driver as the one in the morning. he looked at me and smiled. i was abit surprised. hahah deja vu.Sungei Kadut is different at night. dark and all. theres not many people around. haha kinda makes me wonder the things can happen here at this time. kinda thrilling i suppose.
i can see malaysia again. wow it looks so preety. is all bright with their twinkly hari raya lights. its awesome!
ouh shit! there's a cockroach! damn it. thats it ur dead Mr Cockroach! HAIYAK!!!!!
ok back.
im dreading to get home today. war is brewing at home. and guess wat, im the catalyst. im always the catalyst. i dun want to have an arguement with her. i know i have hurt her. but doesnt she realise she have hurt me too. why cant she be more like mom? i'm so much better with mom. she never gives me a hard time. im surprised that the other is. she is just too damn sensitive and over reative. or im just too naughty. i dunno. bottomline is, some thing not nice is gonna happen later...
wow my feet hurts... i kinda over exert myself today. but still im really happy that we all managed to nail a few more 8's. Dancefloor audition's in 9 more days. strangely, im not all worked up. maybe not yet. ;)
ouh great! i finally reached chua chu kang. i almost ran outta things to write. hahaha
ok.im out.
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11/06/2006 08:53:00 PM
11/06/2006 08:53:00 PM
in the 925
transit link bus 925 is a blardy bitch. i waited for nearly 20 mins for it. thats way too long! the weather changed from sunny to rainy and i was bored the hell outta ma mind waiting for this blardy vehicle to appear.wats more the journey is gonna take abt 50 mins? wat the heck im gonna do in 50 mins?! knnbccb! [ why not update my blog hey? ]
u might ask: hey idiot! why in the world u take bus to school?
i would say: coz i lost my ez - link. :(
u'd ask again: got train rite not?
i would say: i blardy no money la today. of all the days, mom forgot to give me cash.
haiz... yes yes i dunno where the fark is my ez-link. i ransacked the whole house and still its not there! goddamnit!!
i really curse that person who stole my card! nb!give me trouble only. and becoz of this, i kena trashing by my mom on the phone. haiyah...God why oh why do u test me today? of all days, why must it be today?
i dun usually lose things.not things as important as ez-link cards. its either i had been totally wasted or just that im entirely distracted until i cannot recall where it went.
where's this bus taking me?im currently at this industrial place i had never been before in my life. SUNGEI KADUT.wat does kadut mean?anyway, the passengers in this bus are either old and are foreigners. they must be working in those old factories there. i dunno.but one thing is for sure. they are so not modern. if not, they would not be hovering around me and my laptop while im writing my entry. alamak, where's the privacy dey!
My gosh! people! come on! its just a laptop!
hey i can see malaysia from here! wow! the view is really nice. i think i kinda know where im at. i think im somewhere near Sungei Buloh. ouh this bus must have taken a huge detour, no wonder its gonna take 50 mins to reach woodlands.haiyah...nb...
ok this is a message to all my carte blanchers: i am super ultra sorry gals for being late. its my bad! shaits happen to me alot nowadays. ok ok. if ur still mad, im gonna treat u guys jelly ok! jelly is good and nice! :DD
hold on, let me reach for my headpiece. the nonya sitting next to me is talking, eh no, more like screaming some hokkien. as if the person in front like 50000 miles away. warlow! pls tone down woman!
wat's this?!my mp3 cant even shut her out! useless piece of technology!!why now god? why now?
ouh yesah! thank god marsling is in sight. a lil' more and i can go away from this nonya! weeee...hahahai cant wait to get to school. i need to dance.
sheesh,i keep getting this strange stares. i must look weird wearing my specs and headpiece together. i must look blardy cartoon. haiyah.. nemind la.
AH YAY!! im already in woodlands!! woohooo!
IM OUT!
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11/06/2006 08:47:00 PM
11/06/2006 08:47:00 PM